led us, God, into the snare;
You laid a heavy burden on our backs.
We went through fire and through water,
but then You brought us relief.
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Breaking the Cycle of Blame and Hatred
HEN natural disasters and other traumatic
events occur, survivors, journalists, and relief workers can be overwhelmed
with horrendous sights and smells and profound scenes of human
suffering. But more often than not, in the midst
of devastation and helplessness, these persons can do nothing more than cast
weak sympathetic glances at each other, overlooking the greatest strength
of all: complete trust in God.
Moreover, in a tragedy even greater
than the original tragedy, many persons get angry at God, saying, How
could God have let this evil happen? The reality is
that God has abandoned me.
In psychological terms, though,
the reality is that in our anger at God we confuse the psychological
realm of the imaginary with the realm
of the realand in so doing, we
overlook the healing potential of the realm of the
symbolic. For those not familiar with
psychology, this needs some explanation, so follow along with me
Realm of the Imaginary derives from the
pre-verbal state of childhood. As children, we needand
desireothers to take care of our needs,
but, without language, we conceive of this caretaking imaginally; that is,
as images in our minds. Hence the realm of the imaginary is all in
our heads, so to speak; its all based in the expectation that our needs
should be fulfilled, and it provokes
when our needs arent fulfilled.
Now, when a parent
takes care of a helpless infant, the caretaking can be an act of
purerather than imaginarylove in which
the parent is concerned only for the infants ultimate good.
Once the child
becomes capable of language and independent thought, however,
caretaking can then fall back into the imaginary realm and degenerate into
mere bribery, in which a parent gives only to manipulate the
child with game playing and guilt into behaviors
more suited to the parents comfort than the childs
Although the realm
of the imaginary begins in childhood, it persists even into
adulthood. For example, the desire for romantic fulfillment in another person
resides in the realm of the imaginary because romantic
fulfillment depends on fantasies of someone giving you what makes you
feel good. As hard as it is to admit it, and as much as it contradicts popular
culture, romantic sentiment is based in
self-indulgence, not in a selfless love for
the pursuit of happiness, which characterizes secular culture (and corrupts
Christian values) also belongs to the realm of the imaginary. Whether it
be the happiness of drugs or alcohol or food or eroticism or athletic
triumph or political triumph, it all points back to an infant yearning to be
wrapped in unconscious bliss, seemingly protectedat least momentarilyfrom
the reality of its own vulnerability.
OK. So there is the realm of
The world is generally quite
stable. We go to bed at night and fully expect our slippers to be there,
right where we left them the night before, when we wake up. Without this
sense of stability we would be living in an Alice in Wonderland type
of craziness. We couldnt function.
Yet consider just how fragile this
sense of daily security really is. Any number of thingsfrom a car crash
to an earthquakecould happen suddenly, without warning, and leave us
This is reality.
Realm of the
Real is therefore the place of our essential
fragmentation, vulnerability, and death.
Its the place where every disaster leaves us, wounded and
helpless. Its our wretched
To most persons, the Realm of
the Real is a terrifying place, and so most persons will do most anything
to hide this reality from their own awareness. We try to live secure and
peaceful lives in the moment while pushing away the knowledge that in the
next moment everything and anything worldly that we rely uponour
possessions and our bodiescan be wiped
Psychologically, then, when you
the real you experience a shocking disruption of your previously
secureand imaginarysense of self. Therefore, you will experience
if you encounter the real with nothing but symptoms and
defenses from the Imaginary Realm.
In fact, the
psychological function of a symptom is precisely to hide reality;
a symptom hides an intangible and horrifying reality behind tangible mental
and physical manifestations such as anxiety,
depressed mood, and so on.
Furthermore, this encounter takes
us right into all the psychological and spiritual dangers of
Consider here the story of Adam
and Eve, which explains the concept of Original Sin.
Adams part in this drama is seen most clearly not so much in his eating
the forbidden fruit but in his pointing to Eve and saying to God,
Its her fault! This woman you put here made me
do it! In other words, instead of admitting his mistake and begging
for forgiveness, Adam hid himself and blamed God; and
we have been making excuses, hiding in sin, and blaming Godand blaming
“Why didn’t you stop them from
abusing me? Why don’t you stop the wars? Why am I denied my rights? It’s not
fair!” We blame God. We blame the government. We blame anyone who doesn’t give
us what we want.
In all blame, we hide from God.
Yet in hiding from Him, we make it impossible to trust in Him.
Now, many people dont know
what trust in God really means. They hear the words often enough,
but (to quote one person who has written to me) it seems to mean something
different to everyone, in the sense that everyone has their own interpretation
of trust and everyone does it only to a degree and the one who does it the
most seems foolish.
Well, full trust in God is composed
of two separate but interrelated components: trust in Gods justice,
and trust in Gods providence.
Gods Justice. We have all encountered
individuals who commit offenses and seem to get away with it.
Although the irritation that we feel is justified, we can also be drawn into
the desire to take matters into our own hands and get revenge. If we remember,
however, that every crimeevery sinevery
offense against lovethat a person commits is
an offense against God that will be accounted for during his or her judgment
at death, then we can understand that no one can evade Gods perfect justice.
All sins will be paid for. If the sins are not repented, they will be paid for in
hell, but if the sins are repented they will be paid for in
Purgatory, thus demonstrating that
mercy is a fundamental part of Gods justice. To trust
in Gods justice, then, is to set aside our anger for the injuries inflicted on
us and to let God administer His own justice according to His will.
Gods Providence. Some individuals
have the mistaken belief that trust in God means to sit around
doing nothing in the expectation that God will do everything for us. But
this false belief is based in an avoidance of our taking full
responsibility for living holy
lives that bear spiritual fruits.
To trust in Gods providence, therefore, does not mean that we do nothing;
it means that we believe that, in answer to our
prayers, God will guide, protect, and encourage
us as we take responsibility for developing and using our
talents to serve
Realmand the Hope of Healing
The truth is, when bad
things happen to you, that is reality. But when you set aside complaining
and place yourself in Gods protection and voice your pain openly to
God in prayerthat is, when you really trust in Godyou raise the
Realm of the Real to the level of the Realm of the
Symbolic. In the symbolic realm, the realm of language, horror
can be given containment through the Word, thus allowing us to draw wisdom
from pain and tragedy.
As your hearts
have been disposed to stray from God,
turn now ten times the more to seek Him;
for He who has brought disaster upon you
will, in saving you, bring you back enduring
To find healing in the Realm of the
Symbolic, though, it is necessary to leave behind our imaginary hopes.
If, however, you get angry
at God that your prayers havent been answered as you desire,
maybe you have been mistakenly seeking yourself, and your own
satisfaction, as a continuation of the resentment that enveloped you in childhood.
Maybe you cling to your indignation as a self-consoling comfort,
fearing your own
wretched lonelinessfearing to die to the
Realm of the Imaginary. But take heart, even Christin
His humanity and for our sakehad to confront and overcome this
My God, my God,
why have You abandoned me?
When Christ cried out these words
from the cross, He was quoting the opening line of Psalm 22 to refer us to
the entire psalm. There we find that what at first appears to be loss and
failure actually results in the redemption of the entire world: For God
has not spurned or disdained the misery of this poor wretch . . .
the poor will eat their fill; those who seek the Lord will offer praise
. . . all the ends of the earth will worship and turn to the
obedient acceptance of the cross, Christ overcame
death. The real cross, upon which Christ hung, is reality itself:
the ingratitude and contempt that humanity inflicts on Gods
love. The symbolic cross, upon which the
Wordand our very destinyhangs, and which every Christian must
embrace, is the spoken acknowledgment of our brokenness, trauma, and death
that love alone can overcome. Christ offers us a share in the glory of His
achievement if only we accept His call to follow the same pathif only
we stop hiding the real behind empty
defenses, if only we openly admit our
pain to God, if only we let our prayer speak in
honest humility for us.
O Lord, my God,
You are no stranger to those who do not estrange themselves from You. How
can anyone say that it is You who absent Yourself?
St. John of the Cross
The Sayings of Light and Love, 50
Therefore, in all of our
blame, anger, and
protestin all of our hiding from Godwe
never allow ourselves to hearor proclaim to othersthe final words
of Psalm 22 that express the triumph of the Word over the Realm of the
to come will be told of the Lord,
that they may proclaim to a people yet unborn
the deliverance you have brought.
Saint Francis of Assisi,
(the saint everyone loves to love and whom few are willing to imitate in
his austerity and chastity) knew this very well. He rejoiced in all things, beautiful
and ugly, life and death, and he taught his followers to
repent their sinful lives, live in chaste
purity of heart and body, and place total confidence in God alone, come what
may, good or bad, as the only path to holy life in genuine service to God.
Moreover, this same sentiment speaks to us through the Old Testament as
We should be
grateful to the Lord our God, for putting us to the test, as He did our
forefathers. Recall how He dealt with Abraham, and how He tried Isaac, and
all that happened to Jacob in Syrian Mesopotamia while he was tending the
flocks of Laban, his mothers brother. Not for vengeance did the Lord
put them in the crucible to try their hearts, nor has He done so with us.
It is by way of admonition that He chastises those who are close to
Be willing, therefore, to find the
symbolic, spiritual meaning in tribulations, and then you can break the
self-defeating cycle of blame and hatred.
Cycle of Blame and Hatred
pray for divine guidance, answers will come through
encounters with mundane, daily events. As these events occur, ask yourself,
What is God trying to teach me in this? Let none of them pass as a
mere “coincidence.” Seek their symbolic meaning, and open your mind and heart to
what you need to learn about yourself through your encounter with the events, however
troublingand grow in wisdom rather than stew in resentment.
If your response is, Yeah,
right. God is telling me that He hates me and that Im just a piece
of garbage! then your sarcasm reveals
the depth of your anger at your parents, the magnitude
of your resentment of others, and the pervasiveness of your unconscious tendency
to turn that anger against yourself in repeated self-sabotage. Truly, its
far easier to say that God hates you, as an excuse for your hating others,
than it is to listen to the depths of your pain and sadness and, in the process,
open your heart to genuine love.
It would be far better to step
outside this repeated cycle of hatred and ask yourself some meaningful
I hide my emotional hurt behind a show of anger and a thirst for
revenge? If so, maybe your psychological
and spiritual task is to face up to and admit your hidden
I use pride as a way to hide my feelings of
vulnerability? If so, maybe your
psychological and spiritual task is to set aside your pride
and stop thinking so much about yourself.
I harboring an attitude of resistance to
authority? If so, maybe your psychological
and spiritual task is to admit that this defiant attitude,
which results from hidden anger at your parents, has been
crippling you all your life.
I lack patience? If so, maybe your psychological
and spiritual task is to admit that, even though you think you live a devout life,
your faith is all in your head and you dont really have
much genuine love for others.
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Disasters and Trauma by Raymond Lloyd Richmond, Ph.D. explains how an
event is traumatic because it disrupts your previously secure sense of self.
Wild animals live with a constant, sharp awareness of perpetual
danger, yet most people live with a naive—and deceptive—sense of safety and
security to the point of denying their basic vulnerability and fragmented sense
of self. So when something disastrous happens, the psychological damage from the
shattering of your illusions about life and identity may be more problematic than
any physical damage.